Wednesday, September 1, 2010

"心"聞

好就沒來寫了
因為懶
算了..
九月了
又是k书的季節
又是把自己逼瘋的季節
暈死
折磨自己其實不爽的
表學==
今天的合唱團練習很愉快
大家辛苦了
比賽當天加油加油
讓覺得berlian不好的傢伙
通通跌眼睛
讓他們對我們刮目相看
尤其是總是用激將發
^^
跟你們說阿
月今天睡了很奢侈的午覺
很舒服
心情卻其實不怎麼好
又想起夢想了
月很喜歡與朋友分享的感覺
那天聽到了一收歌
憧憬又澎湃了心窩
満満的...
真是的啦
月最近又像是跌入了emo期
突然覺得自己很可憐
當然是自找的
覺得自己沒屬與哪裡
蠻悲哀的說
月該不該放下呢
雖然會重倒覆輒
月的eQ果然很低
無語無語無語
聽歌好了
就是playlist裡面這首啦
讓月聽了又憧憬満満
雪阿..
表按掉
是唱bleach<>的
AQUA timez唱的
~~
Douse nara mou
Hetakuso na yume wo egaite ikou yo
Douse nara mou
Hetakuso de akaruku yukai na ai no aru yume wo
“Kidon nakute ii
Kakkotsuke nai hou ga omaerashii yo”

Isshoukenmei ni nareba naru hodo
Karamawari shite shimau bokura no tabiji wa
Shougakusei no
Te to ashi ga issho ni dechau koushin mitai
Sore mo mata iin ja nai?
Ikite yuku koto nante sa
Kitto hito ni warawareru kurai ga
Choudo iin da yo

Kokoro no oku no oku
Tojikometeta hontou no boku
Namami no san-juu-roku do gobun
Kazarazu ni iza we don’t stop
Kedo mada tsuyogatterun da yo
Mada baria wo hatterun da yo
Itami to tatakatterun da yo

Tsurai toki tsurai to ietara ii no ni naa
Boku-tachi wa tsuyogatte warau yowamushi da
Sabishii no ni heiki na furi wo shite iru no wa
Kuzure ochite shimai sou na
Jibun wo mamoru tame na no sa

Boku dake ja nai hazu sa
Ikiba no nai kono kimochi wo
Ibasho no nai kono kodoku wo
Kakaete iru no wa...

Hito no itami ni wa mukanshin
Sono kuse jibun no koto to naru to fuan ni natte
Hito wo kiratte
Fukou na no wa jibun dakette omottari
Ataerare nai koto wo tada nageite
San sai ji no you ni wameite
Ai toiu na no oyatsu wo suwatte matteru boku wa
ASUFARUTO no terikaeshi ni mo makezu ni
Jibun no ashi de aruiteku hitotachi wo mite omotta
Ugokaseru ashi ga aru nara
Mukaitai basho ga aru nara
Kono ashi de aruite yukou

Mou nido tohontono egao wo torimodosu koto
Dekinai kamoshirenai to omou yoru mo atta kedo

Taisetsu na hito-tachi no atatakasa ni sasaerare
Mou ichido shinjite miyou ka na to omoi mashita

Tsurai toki tsurai to ietara ii no ni naa
Boku-tachi wa tsuyogatte warau yowamushi da
Sabishii no ni heiki na furi wo shite iru no wa
Kuzure ochite shimai sou na
Jibun wo mamoru tame dakedo

Ayamachi mo kizuato mo tohou ni kure
Besokaita hi mo
Boku ga boku toshite ikitekita akashi ni shite
Douse nara korekara wa isso dare yori mo
Omoikiri hetakuso na yume wo egaite yukou
Ii wake wo katadukete doudou to mune wo hari
Jibun toiu ningen wo utai tsuduke you

翻譯:
If you know what you want to do
Sketch out your clumsy dreams
If you know what you want to do
Sketch your dreams with clumsy and brilliant pleasant love
"You don't have to pretend, I think you without a cool side is just fine"

If we get used to doing everything with all of our effort
we'll stop doing things with fruitless effort, like our journey
It's like the hands and feet of an elementary student, moving completely together in a parade
Things like living, aren't they great?
Surely being laughed at by people is just fine

Inside the inside of my heart, the real me has been locked up
Flesh and blood's 36.5 degrees, well, to put it plainly, we don't stop
Although I'll still pretend to be tough, and still build up a barrier
I'm struggling with the pain

Even though it would be so great if I could say that these are painful times
We're just laughing cowards pretending to be strong
Even though I'm lonely, I'm pretending like it doesn't bother me at all
In order to protect myself, who feels like he's crumbled all that he can

It shouldn't be just me who has these feelings of having no place to go
This untraceable loneliness
I carry it with me...

I don't care about anybody else's pain
Although when it becomes my own pain, then I start to care
I think "I hate people because I'm the only one who's unhappy"
As usual, I grieve over things that I can't have and cry like a three year old kid
I'm sitting waiting for my afternoon snack called love
Not even giving in to the reflection in the asphalt
While walking with my own legs, I looked at people and thought
If I have legs which can make me move, and there's a place that I want to go to
Them I'm going to start walking there with my own legs right now

There were many more nights where I was not sure if I'd get my real smile back again, but

In the warmth of important people who supported me,
I thought I'd ask if they thought I could believe in seeing the world a different way, once more

Even though it would be so great if I could say that these are painful times
We're just laughing cowards pretending to be strong
Even though I'm lonely, I'm pretending like it doesn't bother me at all
In order to protect myself, who feels like he's crumbled all that he can, however

The mistakes and scars in my life, nights and days where tears stained my face
It's all proof that I've lived my life being myself
If there's something you want to do from this point on
Sketch out your clumsy dreams with more strength than anybody else
Put away your excuses, hold up your chest without hesitation
Keep on singing about a human called yourself

希望你們喜歡^^

過客

這幾天
(月不確定)
要向一名過客揮手了
這名過客
月很討厭他
對他很反感厭惡
同班的都知道
他是班上耍白痴隊的頭目
幼稚不說
還很低能
月很殘忍的
對不喜歡的總是很手下無情
這點月也很討厭
不過
月就是膚淺阿
月之前
真的很希望他明年
會跌班
跌到不在月的班
月會很開心
因為他太白痴了
所以月討厭
瘋得離譜
不過
今天得知他将離開
心理卻突然有些惆悵
很討厭他
沒錯阿
只是
說到底
就只是心胸狹隘巴了
只是偏見
心腹不夠大量
不夠寬闊
給月再選一次
月依然會一樣對待他
沒有騙人的必要
他究竟是個過客
比較早離開的過客
還是比較遲離開的過客?
不懂呢
茫茫人海中
月遇到了你們
注定了同班相識
可是究竟都有各自的生活
所以都是遲早要離開的吧..
他只是比較早下站的一個
最終會陪月到最後的
會是誰呢?
笑~~
以後遇到這位差肩而過了的過客
月會對他笑笑轉身吧
不過
很可能的是
月認不出他..
呆了幾秒才恍然吧
哈哈哈
過客A...
加油吧..
月祝你一路順風...
all the best dude~